Two suns in my river

I want to live today and now, I want to believe in love that will not deceive, I want to stop being the smart, perceptive psychologist to whom people come every day with their troubles, fears, and doubts, and to throw myself, without hesitation, into a new huge feeling, forever forgetting about loneliness, about unresolved childhood grievances, about a family secret that has been disturbing me for twenty years.