Big Secret of Anait

I found her by chance. The one for whom I was nearly killed at eighteen out of love. I writhed in pain for weeks, and she never even visited me in the hospital once. That's all the love there is.
Ten... years later, I accidentally saw her on the street. I followed her, found out where she worked. After that, it was just a matter of technique. I got a job at the same company and insisted that she become my secretary.
I mentally gave myself six months for revenge.
To charm her, to make her fall in love so that she couldn't live without me. Then to leave her, and harder than before. I want it to hurt her more than it hurt me back then, alone in the hospital with broken ribs.
Unworthy, but honest.