On the Fragments of Your Heart

He was my first love. The bad guy that everyone feared. The dangerous handsome guy that all the girls were crazy about. He saved me from hell when the whole class was mocking me. No one dared to touch me anymore. Who would go against the coolest guy in school? I fell in love with him. And the time spent next to him was the best. But one day he was gone. My heart shattered into pieces. I decided to change. I want to start life anew. But why do I feel like he is still alive?